I feel a bit mad. It's likely to pass I'm sure. It's just that feeling of creeping anxiety as we get closer to actually moving our house into a 1 bedroom apartment. Will it fit? Will the other folks cope with folk musicians in their building? Will the number of guitar cases look bizarre in a small space? These are but a few of the little anxious creeping thoughts that keep sneaking into my head and causing a bit of this madness feeling. ACK.
Today we are going to work on collapsing my previous office into a moveable shape and reworking it into a new recording studio for a new version of 'Feral Studios' at the new place. My office is really not needed any more, as I have sworn off scientific pursuits for an indefinite period, so it may as well be useful. It's a little difficult for me to visualize everything. I think this is what makes me feel a bit overwhelmed and anxious. I just can't really picture how it will go together.
However, we have the new keys, and it IS happening. So one way or another, this move will come to pass. I've been in many worse moving situations, I should remember. I have help, I have time, there really shouldn't be a mad panic. We do have a whole week to move. Silly moving madness still lurks around though. I wonder if it is possible to move without the moving madness. I don't think I've ever done it calmly actually. Maybe it's just a thing to embrace and just go with it. Madness and all.
In other worlds, it is Monday and people are all starting their weeks in various ways. Possibly even routine types of things happening. I wish you all well in this beginning of the week. If this is a routine start to your day, it might be a good day to think about the comfort that can be found in the routine of things (provided it isn't a terrible toxic type of environment, then I say - get out of there man!).